An early morning update :)
Hello everybody, im in a slightly good mood, because for some reason whenever I think of this blog, I feel a slight bit of happiness overcome me. Right now im visiting my grandparents, which can be somewhat of a pain. But that’s just my grandmother. My grandfather is such a great guy, and he’s so smart. Probably the smartest man i’ve ever encountered. I enjoy playing chess with him.
My sister is visiting with me this time, which is definantly a change. Thank god we’re not fighting at the moment. Right now we’re both fighting with my mom. And my grandma is giving me such a hard time about it. I know her heart’s in the right place, but she’s fucking crazy. I’ve never met someone so out of touch with society in my life. Maybe she needs to get out more. Maybe it happens to all of us as we age.
Last night I was talking on the phone with my friends Miguel and Daniel in Mexico, and with my grandparents somewhat within earshot, I talked like half-English half-Spanish, which was good because i really need to start practicing the language more. My dream had been to teach ESL when i got out of college, but recently i’ve decided to abandon that dream in favor of moving to Mexico. I can teach English there I guess, lol. I’ve already found a residence to stay at, with some friends. My biggest concern (forgot the rest of my thought in mid-sentence).
Well anyways, I’m having a good time. Stay in peace.
Johnny
this blog
hello everyone, I am going by the name constantino. I guess I have a lot of free time on my hands, so I thought I would record the processes of my life. You might find it interesting, you might not. Just me, lving the life of a troubled gay teenager, getting by everyday. I think life is something beautiful that needs to be cherished more.
It took me a while to decide where to host this blog. I was looking at different websites, and thinking about whether it being a more standard blog atmosphere or maybe something hosted on a more social-network type website. Eh, maybe this was a bad decision. Or maybe it was the right one.sleep everynight. Well, maybe everyday would be more correct lol. I just love the night. Im much more of a night person. It pleases me to enjoy the night, and then sleep during the hot day. The night is beautiful, peaceful. Right now i wish i could just go back a few hours to before the sun came up, and go outside and smoke a whole pack of cigarettes straight. Maybe someone next to me; maybe not.
